How long will it take me
until I finally open up my eyes
how many times do I have to fall
I never seem to get it
It's like I don't know You at all

Why do I insist on my way or the highway
when resistance is futile;
I'm not the one who makes the new day

I don't know why You still love me
even after all I've put You through
when my world doesn't revolve around You
and I only care about me and myself
while You sit on my closet shelf